a fire at my friends house, playing games and laying on the trampoline and my kittens that have finally made their way out of their hiding place and a beautiful Saturday day in the long grass and warm enough to wear shorts and just a freeing day full with beauty and realizations and just a day i had to keep dear. Moments to remember and people to love and it feels all too overwhelming and saddening to leave and i have never felt this before but i am split.