That day I felt my heart beat in a pace of emptiness and I was feeling it in steps apart from me, somewhere unknown and I didn’t understand why it has gone that way. Everything was crying, I felt it dripping down my body and there I understood that I have been in here for too long to get out by myself, it was so flimsy and a wrong move and I would collapse. I’m pacing forward with care and even though I would close my eyes while walking, I would move somewhere with direction wrong but still the intent and hope of being close to sea level I could stand in and would feel the water going low as I go the right way, no need for eyes but the touch of something so dear that is there to guide but disappear again.